A Short Summary ExcerptJUANITA MEEKAKA Juanita Erwin, KNA Juanita Sellars Threesomes with David & SharonA threesome with Steve
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I met Juanita Meek in March of 1994 while living with my parents. She was born on February 22, 1949 making her seven years older than me. At five feet two inches tall she was a solid 12 inches shorter than I was. She had brown hair and brown eyes. Pretty, but not overly so. Her nickname was "Pickle." I'll leave it to your imagine as to why.
I sold some video recording equipment to a local bar that promoted country line dancing. The owner of the bar wanted to record the dance lessons so he could play them back and improve the dancers' performance. Juanita was there the night I installed it. She walked up to me and we started talking. We went out for coffee when the dance lessons were over.
Juanita was married to, and living with her husband, William "Bill" Meek at the time. They had a house on 87th Street N.W. in Bradenton at the time. According to Juanita, she married him only because he was a good source of income that allowed her to pay her house payment and other bills. She had obtained her house through a previous marriage and divorce. Without Bill she couldn't afford the house. Bill was Juanita's fourth or fifth husband. He worked for Homes of Merit as a salesman and would be gone during the week. Sometimes for days at a time.
When I met Juanita she was working for the Central Florida Lions Eye and Tissue Bank in Tampa. She was a transplant coordinator. If she was not out on the road retrieving tissue, she was in the Tampa office coordinating tissue retrievals. She worked all sorts of hours, occasionally working out of the Bradenton office at night.
Two weeks after I met Juanita she and I had sex for the first time in a motel room. I took my time and performed oral and vaginal sex on her, causing her to climax three times. Shazam! We then started having sex regularly, mostly in her marital bed while Bill was away. I spent many a night there. She even provided me with the password for the home security system in the event I should accidentally set it off. It would end up being the same word Juanita would have as a safe word with me while having sex. If Juanita's husband was home we would rent a motel room where we would have sex. Sometimes we would have sex on a black couch in the Bradenton office of the Eye Bank when Juanita was working by herself at night.
Juanita was not Beth. Where Beth was quite verbal at times during sex Juanita was not. Where Beth moved quite vigorously during sex Juanita didn't. Where Beth would climax violently at times Juanita wouldn't. Instead, Juanita would barely move and when she would have an orgasm she would stiffen and would throw her head back and to the side, eyes closed tight. Sometimes she would wrap her arms around me while climaxing and just hold me as tight as she could. At times she would sink her fingernails into me. This would sometimes leave marks on my arms and back.
It was not long before I told Juanita about some of the threesomes I had with Beth while married to her, how Beth enjoyed them, and how I would occasionally tie Beth to the bed when we engaged in sexual activities. That is when Juanita told me that the sex life between her and Bill was extremely boring. Juanita said that Bill only liked to have sex with her vaginally from behind while they were lying on their side which constituted the extent of their sex life. Same thing every time. Boring. That's what she said. Boring. She rarely reached an orgasm and would routinely masturbate herself. I could see why.
She confided in me that to make up for the boring sex she was forced to endure with her husband, she would regularly have sex with David XXXX, her boss at Classic Concepts, and at times would engage in threesomes with David and his wife, Sharon. The sex with just David was actually encouraged by Sharon who did not mind that her husband was banging another woman without her being present. Juanita and David would leave work and run off to David's house. There they would fuck like bunnies while Sharon stayed and ran the business. When done, they returned to work. Juanita told me that she enjoyed having sex with just David. She said she also enjoyed it when the three of them were together. [Graphic sexual content].
Juanita said that sex with them started when she walked in on them at work while they were having sex. She said that, looking back, she thinks they planned it that way. They invited her to join in. She was reluctant at first because she had never had a threesome, but she did. From that point it was game on.
Juanita said that even though she really liked having sex with a man and a woman, she fantasized what it would be like to have a threesome with two guys and have sex with both at the same time. I asked her if she had ever had anal sex and she said that she had not but fantasized about it. I asked her if she wanted to try it. She said she would think about it.
Juanita and I continued to have long conversations during which she would tell me her sexual secrets and fantasies.
One of her sexual secrets included the time she was raped while on a date with a coach from Manatee High School. She told me that he raped her in the front seat of his car but she did not report it to police. She told me that she would fantasize about that rape as she masturbated herself. Another sexual secret was when she went out with this guy and he took her back to his apartment. She sat on the couch when he walked into the bedroom. It was just their first date. A few minutes later he walked out wearing only his boxers. He ended up having sex with her doggie style on the living room floor. And then of course there were the threesomes with David and Sharon.
Juanita also had very vivid sexual fantasies. It turns out she was a closet freak.
Juanita's sexual fantasies would include fantasies of having sex with multiple men, one after the other; of being raped; bondage, oral sex, and of being forced to endure enemas, just to name a few. Some of her fantasies would include a scenario where she would be arrested and taken to jail where the officers would engage in taking turns having sex with her both vaginally and anally and forcing her to perform oral sex on them; where someone would break into her home, tie her to the bed, gag her, give her an enema, and repeatedly have sex with her in multiple ways; and where she would go to see a doctor who would make her strip down in order to be examined, get on an examination table where he would secure her arms by her sides and would secure her feet in stirrups so she could not move, and he would then repeatedly have sex with her orally, vaginally and anally and use various instruments on her. According to Juanita, she never told anyone about her sexual secrets and fantasies before and had never engaged in any sexual fantasies with anyone because she was embarrassed and afraid she would not be in control and of it going too far. She said she felt safe telling me because she did not think that I would not look down on her or think she was weird for having them, considering what I told her about what Beth and I did; that I was willing to explore some of her sexual fantasies with her; and that I was a good, compassionate and unselfish lover [Graphic sexual content].
I told Juanita that sex and fantasies was not about hurting someone or being hurt, that she would always be in control, and we should decide on a safe word she could use in the event she became uncomfortable while we were engaging in her fantasies. We agreed that her safe word would be "match," which was the same as the password for her home security system and something she wouldn't forget.
While engaging in a fantasy, Juanita would sometimes tell me "no" or tell me to "stop" what I was doing as part of her fantasy. Sometimes she would beg me to stop. But in the realm of her sexual fantasies no did not always mean no and stop did not always mean stop. Those words only had meaning when they were used in conjunction with the safe word which informed me that Juanita was serious and may be uncomfortable. Thus, if Juanita said "no match" or "stop match" I would know that she was definitely uncomfortable, was serious, and I would immediately stop what I was doing, as Juanita would always be in control no matter what was said or done. She fully understood and embraced this.
Juanita and I actually named some of her fantasies. Doctor, Policeman, Sex Slave, Carousel, Maintenance Man were just some of them.
Juanita enjoyed performing oral sex on me. She had this retainer that she would sometimes, but not always, place in her mouth which would cover her teeth [Graphic sexual content].
Juanita had a friend who lived in Sarasota named Cathy XXXX. Cathy had a steady boyfriend named Steve XXXX. I had met them a number of times. One day Juanita said that she had talked to Cathy about anal sex. Cathy had related to Juanita that there was nothing wrong with anal sex and it was quite enjoyable. Juanita said she was ready to try it.
Bill, Juanita's husband, was home for the weekend. We could hardly go jump in her marital bed, might be a little hard to explain. Instead, we rented a room in a motel in St. Petersburg, Florida. It was there that Juanita had anal sex for the first time. [Graphic sexual content]. Afterwards she told me that it was better than she had fantasized. Shazam!
I would call Juanita at her marital home or when she was at work in the office. She would tell me when she and Bill had sex and how she hated not only the sex with him but also hated not being able to have sex with me. She told me that she would fantasize about having sex with me when Bill was having sex with her. At least she could have an orgasm this way, she said. By this point in our relationship I was routinely verbalizing and acting out some of Juanita's sexual fantasies with her. In fact, there were times that I would verbalize a sexual fantasy to her over the telephone while she would masturbate herself.
Juanita decided to move out of the home she shared with her husband, Bill, and her 16 year old daughter, Amy XXXX, who was from a previous marriage. She moved to Golf Terrace Apartments in Largo and I moved in with her. This allowed us much more privacy and the opportunity to more fully explore Juanita's sexual fantasies.
Juanita enjoyed being tied to the bed. She told me that she liked to struggle against her bindings and that it gave her a sense of realism to the fantasies. We just left the bed ties tied to the headboard. One day Juanita's daughter was up visiting while I was at work. Juanita had purchased a telephone for the bedroom. Unfortunately when she set the bed up she placed the headboard close to the wall and could not reach behind it to plug the telephone into the phone jack. She asked Amy to do it.
Juanita forgot about the bed ties tied to the bed. Amy crawled under the bed and reached her hand behind the headboard to plug in the phone. When she did she saw the bed ties. From what Juanita said she had some explaining to do. It was one of those "oh shit" moments.
Juanita opened an account at the Adult Video Emporium at the comer of Starkey and Ulmerton Roads. She used a credit card. There, we would rent adult movies involving various scenarios of multiple men having sex with a woman, simulated rape, orgies, enemas, and bondage. She purchased a box of sex toys which included numerous dildos and anal plugs, some vibrating and some not. We kept a tube of KY jelly handy in the cubbyhole in the headboard of Juanita's bed for purposes of lubrication.
I would regularly use the sex toys on Juanita when we would engage in her fantasies. The sex toys were much better than just using a finger. For instance, we would watch an adult movie about a woman receiving an enema. Afterwards, I would tie Juanita to the bed face down and I would insert an anal plug or dildo into her rectum, using it as a prop to simulate an enema. At the same time I would slip my other hand beneath her rub her clitoris with my finger. While doing this I would tell her a "story" based upon the fantasies that Juanita previously told me, about a man breaking into her apartment, tying her to the bed, giving her an enema, and then having sex with her. This would drive Juanita crazy causing an intense orgasm.
Other times Juanita would be on top of me while I was having vaginal sex with her. I would take a dildo, reach around her, insert into her rectum and move it in and out while she was moving atop me. As I did this I would tell her a "story" about having a threesome and having sex with two men at the same time based upon Juanita's fantasy about having sex with multiple men. This too would result in a very intense orgasm.
Then there were the times that we would "act out" a fantasy. For instance, I would tie her to the bed and just use the sex toys on her, sometimes while having sex with her and not saying a word, and let her mind play out her own fantasy. Or I would actually be physical with her, doing the things to her which she had previously told be about as I improvised the "dirty" dialog. Once again, these would produce a very intense orgasm. She said that she had never before experienced such intense orgasms.
Juanita and I were watching an adult movie one day involving threesomes and we started talking about the threesomes she had with David and Sharon. As we continued watching the movie, the subject of a threesome with a woman and two men came up. Juanita, curious, wanted to know what I thought about having a threesome with her and Steve XXXX, Cathy's boyfriend. I remembered her telling me that this is something she had fantasized about so I agreed. Juanita talked to Steve and told him what she wanted to do. Steve was in agreement so she invited him up for an evening.
Steve arrived on time bringing a bottle of wine with him. After greetings, Juanita escorted him into the living room while I continued preparing dinner. Juanita was wearing a very short, white, button down, silk-type nightshirt with nothing on underneath. It was unbuttoned half-way down her chest. If she leaned over you could clearly see her breasts.
Juanita poured Steve a glass of wine, taking it to him in the living room. She leaned over in front of him, handing him the glass, and gave him a kiss. Steve stared. Right down her nightshirt.
Steve could see clearly into the kitchen from where he was sitting. As Juanita returned to the kitchen she knew that Steve was watching her. Intently. I am a good 12 inches taller than Juanita. Juanita walked up to me with her back to Steve, reached up and placed her arms around my neck, and then stood on her tippy-toes to give me a kiss. As she did, her nightshirt rode deliberately up her body revealing her ass. I could see Steve. I thought he was going to drop his glass.
After dinner Juanita went into the bedroom and came out with some pillows from the bed. She placed them in front of the loveseat and we all lay down and started watching an adult video. It was not long before Steve's hand went straight for Juanita's vagina. As Steve played around with Juanita's vagina, I unbuttoned the rest of her nightshirt revealing her completely. I started kissing her on the lips while [Graphic sexual content]. At that point Juanita interrupted me. "Let's go in the bedroom." Steve and I picked up the pillows, following Juanita. We were both ready.
Earlier, Juanita had placed candles in the bedroom and had taken the top sheet and comforter off the bed. As I lit the candles, Juanita slipped out of her nightshirt and got onto the bed, lying on her back. Steve and I removed our clothes and then got onto the bed, one of us on each side of Juanita. The candles provided enough light so everyone could see.
Lying beside Juanita, Steve and I started kissing her and [Graphic sexual content].
Juanita had finally experienced what she had fantasized about; a threesome with two guys, both having sex with her at once [Graphic sexual content].
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...Juanita moved back to Bradenton in May, 1995 and got a two bedroom apartment on 26th Avenue West, taking her video tape player with her but leaving the sex toys with me. She did not want her daughter to discover them. Juanita moved Amy in with her in order to provide her with supervision over the summer vacation. This also provided Juanita with the time she needed to work on her house and get it ready to put on the market. I remained in Largo, moving to Laguna Vista Apartments where I rented a very small one bedroom apartment.
Juanita and I started a business, Platinum Transportation Services, which we ran out of my apartment. Neither of us had any money saved, so Juanita obtained a $2500 cash advance from her credit card and we were in business. We were agents for trucking companies. I signed an agreement with Juanita stating that I would make the monthly credit card payments to repay the cash advance as she could not afford them. I had a 1-800 number installed in my apartment for the business which recorded the caller's telephone number and location for each incoming call. I also worked part-time for Julie's Limousines in Clearwater. I would work nights and weekends taking calls, booking limos and dispatching drivers. This provided me with a little extra income.
Juanita and I continued to see each other all the time. We left the bed ties tied to my bed because we used them so much.
The business was doing okay and I was at least paying each and every bill on time. I was not behind on anything and did not get behind on anything.
During the course of my relationship with Juanita she wrote me numerous letters. The following are some excerpts from those letters:
"I've never known love, trust, devotion and unbridled passion like we've had ...I've never loved and trusted anyone with my secrets and fantasies before, and I never will again."
"I've longed for a relationship and a love like we have for a long time. Please don't let your fears destroy what we have."
"I have this huge fear that I'll hurt my back moving, or break something and won't be able to be WILD. I would hate that! !...When we get back home ...no clothes for days! I can't wait."
"I can only hope that we don't become complacent ...I promise you I will always try and keep our love new and alive...You know me and my oral fixation, but I wanted to taste your skin and feel you in my mouth."
"I am so looking forward to quiet meals, loving conversation and LOUD SEX!"
"I am a hard-headed bitch ...I hope you will stop shutting down when you get hurt or angry ...WOW. What a night! Freak out, huh? Unfortunately, I can't elaborate any further but you know what I mean."
"I feel for the first time in my life I have the person who is capable of giving me the kind of love and the relationship I've always craved."
"It's kind of like starving to death and someone gives you one bite of food. I need an entire meal now and regular feedings. If you get my drift." ..."Even though I like sexual dominance, I rebel strongly against being dominated anywhere else."
"I can't wait to hold you in my arms and experience your orgasm. WOW, what an incredible feeling that is."
"I've left my husband; my home, my child, my possessions, I'm planning to leave my home town, my family, my friends, and everything that's been a part of my life for 45 years to be with you. All of this I've done freely and of my own free will, because I love you that much. I've changed my views on a relationship, on living with someone, and yes even marriage because of my love for you ...we keep tearing at each other and chipping away at the most incredible relationship I've ever had."
"I don't know what I would ever do if you cheated on me. In spite of the fact that I've cheated with you I think it is an incredibly shitty thing to do."
Eventually I would find out just exactly what she would do.
